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He was young. After so many years of being
innocent...

2
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some people stay innocent, even into old
age—like his grandfather.

3
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I'll become brave, too.

4
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I'm becoming brave. Being brave isn't
everyone's task.

5
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But it does seem necessary.

6
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Whatever you like.

7
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I'm a fish, blowing bubbles. A whale's
dream?

8
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[unclear] that film.

9
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This is good.

10
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Great shot.

11
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[unclear] Great! I got all of that. I
can’t... ...talk.

12
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I want to join in.

13
00:01:07,540 --> 00:01:12,260
You love laughing. I catch myself laughing
for no reason.

14
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[unclear]

15
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Is it Burger King? Yes.

16
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No.

17
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Because Burger King is their [unclear].

18
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I want a drink. I want ice. There’s ice in
the fridge.

19
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has ice. Xiaorui, I'll get it. Thanks.

20
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It looks beautiful. You put it all there
on purpose? Yes.

21
00:01:51,420 --> 00:01:57,060
But it still looks kind of cheap. Not
cheap? I think...

22
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That blue light looks cheap. No, it’s
lovely. With the filter...

23
00:02:02,500 --> 00:02:05,200
...the colors are distorted.

24
00:02:06,200 --> 00:02:11,780
It looks even better to the naked eye.

25
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One shot looks so good. Nice. Beautiful.

26
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Nice. It’s all diluted now.

27
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Dilution has its own beauty.

28
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And its own flavor.

29
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You hardly drink, but you have lots here.
Just a little. Gifts, or...

30
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did you buy it? Not much.

31
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Not much? This watered-down liquor tastes
awful.

32
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Whiskey. Oh, it’s watered down. Yes.

33
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The ice has already melted.

34
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Thank you.

35
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Young people, young people—one cup... of
liquor.

36
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The internet ruined your generation.
Remember that. Get ice and pour a drink.

37
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Lie on your lap. Okay.

38
00:03:09,660 --> 00:03:11,960
I haven’t brought the drink, and you’re
ready.

39
00:03:12,840 --> 00:03:15,680
Drink—I'm telling you, servant.

40
00:03:16,820 --> 00:03:18,320
And there’s a camera operator.

41
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Wait, I'll turn this light around.

42
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Wow.

43
00:03:28,140 --> 00:03:29,400
Fantastic.

44
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Fuck, I love it.

45
00:03:37,280 --> 00:03:39,220
Like a pervert.

46
00:03:40,240 --> 00:03:44,760
Didn't I tell you? I'm a pervert. I said
it long ago.

47
00:03:45,800 --> 00:03:47,850
I realized very early that I'm a pervert.

48
00:03:49,740 --> 00:03:50,740
You’re hurting me.

49
00:03:52,220 --> 00:03:57,500
Won’t it spill? Fuck, beautiful. How do I
give you a drink?

50
00:03:58,540 --> 00:04:04,180
With your mouth. Ah—wait, it's so
beautiful.

51
00:04:04,180 --> 00:04:06,000
Fuck. Damn, come drink.

52
00:04:23,280 --> 00:04:26,260
I'm dead now. I'm dying of thirst.

53
00:04:39,560 --> 00:04:41,820
Don't rush.

54
00:04:45,240 --> 00:04:50,720
Don’t drink too much. I think it’s quite
strong.

55
00:04:50,720 --> 00:04:53,540
How much beer is that equivalent to? It's
fine.

56
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Let it suck.

57
00:05:17,260 --> 00:05:18,960
So I’m slowly coming back to life.

58
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I'm here, I'm here.

59
00:05:46,460 --> 00:05:49,920
More to drink? No. I'll drink some more.

60
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[unclear]

61
00:05:55,480 --> 00:06:01,280
Really perverse, really beautiful. I'm
really a—fuck, so beautiful.

62
00:06:01,280 --> 00:06:05,900
You look like a tropical beauty. I’m an
Asian beauty.

63
00:06:06,660 --> 00:06:11,940
Wow. Then I came ashore. I was washed up—

64
00:06:11,940 --> 00:06:17,420
or I'm a whale. I'm a whale. I ran
aground. I need water.

65
00:06:18,020 --> 00:06:20,600
I need to be lifted up.

66
00:06:22,380 --> 00:06:23,740
A prince saves the beauty.

67
00:06:25,400 --> 00:06:31,160
Isn’t that clichéd? I don’t know. I
think...

68
00:06:31,160 --> 00:06:32,710
It seems a little cliché to me.

69
00:06:33,420 --> 00:06:34,720
Something less clichéd.

70
00:06:36,040 --> 00:06:41,780
What we did just now wasn’t clichéd. Just
now...

71
00:06:42,440 --> 00:06:48,200
Just now, just now—it wasn't cliché. But
maybe if he bends down...

72
00:06:48,200 --> 00:06:53,840
...to carry me, it may look awkward. Use a
close-up. You’ve thought of everything!

73
00:06:53,840 --> 00:06:59,580
An actor who thinks like a director. I’ve
met...

74
00:06:59,580 --> 00:07:00,920
...actors like that.

75
00:07:02,920 --> 00:07:04,120
I'm that kind of person.

76
00:07:06,000 --> 00:07:07,550
I realized I shouldn’t do that.

77
00:07:11,820 --> 00:07:15,940
Even as an actor, I can't help worrying
about so much.

78
00:07:17,700 --> 00:07:22,100
You have to trust your collaborators.
Like, for example, this light.

79
00:07:24,020 --> 00:07:28,980
The blue light, for example. Why does it
taste like water? The ice...

80
00:07:28,980 --> 00:07:30,920
into too much water.

81
00:07:41,380 --> 00:07:46,380
No need to drill, right? Now it's really
cliché.

82
00:07:46,380 --> 00:07:47,840
Really cliché.

83
00:07:49,680 --> 00:07:52,880
You start drilling right away. I'm
drilling.

84
00:07:55,840 --> 00:07:58,520
But if you want it less cliché, film the
feet.

85
00:08:01,600 --> 00:08:04,760
That's even more cliché. No, filming feet
is...

86
00:08:07,060 --> 00:08:11,320
Don’t worry about it. I’ll stop. Okay,
great.

87
00:08:12,400 --> 00:08:14,920
Then be careful—be a little careful.

88
00:08:16,760 --> 00:08:21,720
We should hold an ice cube in our mouths.
But I forget where I saw that.

89
00:08:23,780 --> 00:08:26,800
Got an idea? Two people holding ice
together.

90
00:08:28,680 --> 00:08:33,680
No, no. Don't, don't. You don't need to
think about the film.

91
00:08:34,180 --> 00:08:39,940
Just do what you want as your characters.
Don’t overthink. Give me...

92
00:08:39,940 --> 00:08:41,260
an ice cube. Okay.

93
00:08:52,800 --> 00:08:54,100
Why do you have to think?

94
00:08:55,840 --> 00:08:58,540
This ice cube isn't big enough. Forget it,
give it up.

95
00:09:00,600 --> 00:09:06,120
Forget it. Wait—I keep breaking character.
Sorry. It’s fine.

96
00:09:06,120 --> 00:09:11,720
Break character whenever. You can come
back into it afterward.

97
00:09:11,720 --> 00:09:17,480
Does this look good? I keep thinking...
When I lie back down, don’t...

98
00:09:17,480 --> 00:09:22,480
...worry about me. I’m thinking about how
we begin and end.

99
00:09:23,640 --> 00:09:25,720
You think. I'll think.

100
00:09:29,420 --> 00:09:32,680
The beginning could be—or your script.

101
00:09:34,580 --> 00:09:40,320
You're destroying me. It starts with me
realizing you're destroying me, then...

102
00:09:40,320 --> 00:09:44,980
...I’m destroyed. Then rest in peace: cold
until you freeze to death.

103
00:09:46,160 --> 00:09:49,300
Very grim. A negative beginning and a
negative ending.

104
00:09:50,500 --> 00:09:54,760
And we act it normally, not like stage
drama. I get it. I know.

105
00:09:55,640 --> 00:09:59,120
Anyway, everyday life also has emotion and
violence.

106
00:10:02,660 --> 00:10:07,980
Jiarui is fine. He’s always like this,
even onstage. I’m the problem.

107
00:10:16,640 --> 00:10:21,480
You make me laugh. Why? Do I look funny?
Should I do comedy?

108
00:10:22,500 --> 00:10:24,740
No, you're not like that.

109
00:10:25,780 --> 00:10:28,600
Not comedy. [unclear]

110
00:10:36,480 --> 00:10:41,680
Seeing someone you rather like makes you
want to laugh.

111
00:10:41,680 --> 00:10:45,780
I don't want to laugh that often.

112
00:11:09,480 --> 00:11:11,500
I don't think you're destroying me.

113
00:11:18,420 --> 00:11:20,300
Habit. Habit of what?

114
00:11:23,740 --> 00:11:25,180
Hurting others.

115
00:11:26,520 --> 00:11:29,300
Because I write when I'm in a bad mood.

116
00:11:31,100 --> 00:11:32,450
Thank you. It's quite good.

117
00:11:36,140 --> 00:11:39,340
Maybe we don't hurt each other. There is
warmth.

118
00:11:40,200 --> 00:11:43,160
A kind of helpless love.

119
00:11:48,260 --> 00:11:50,600
I’m putting it on. Okay.

120
00:12:03,260 --> 00:12:04,260
My saliva.

121
00:13:38,820 --> 00:13:40,220
Okay.

122
00:14:29,340 --> 00:14:32,140
Thank you, everyone.

123
00:19:52,600 --> 00:19:53,940
You’ve ruined me.

124
00:20:52,780 --> 00:20:54,240
You can't see me at all.

125
00:21:06,400 --> 00:21:07,760
I don't know what to do.

126
00:21:11,140 --> 00:21:12,340
I dreamed...

127
00:21:17,360 --> 00:21:18,360
when I was little...

128
00:21:22,220 --> 00:21:23,220
of...

129
00:21:24,080 --> 00:21:25,580
a house...

130
00:21:27,740 --> 00:21:28,780
being set on fire.

131
00:21:32,420 --> 00:21:33,780
Where is Mom?

132
00:21:36,220 --> 00:21:37,740
Mom isn't here.

133
00:21:40,920 --> 00:21:42,380
I saw...

134
00:21:44,600 --> 00:21:46,400
you at the window.

135
00:21:50,940 --> 00:21:52,900
I wanted to...

136
00:21:56,120 --> 00:21:57,480
save you.

137
00:22:00,500 --> 00:22:02,060
But I was afraid.

138
00:22:03,140 --> 00:22:04,340
It hurts.

139
00:22:06,420 --> 00:22:07,480
It hurts so much.

140
00:22:16,260 --> 00:22:17,900
There was nothing left.

141
00:22:34,420 --> 00:22:36,080
I wanted to save you.

142
00:22:38,820 --> 00:22:40,180
I was afraid.

143
00:22:51,320 --> 00:22:55,980
I couldn't get out. I couldn't get out.

144
00:23:04,100 --> 00:23:07,960
I saw a place on the street that was lit
up.

145
00:23:10,920 --> 00:23:12,840
I ran over and begged for help.

146
00:23:16,480 --> 00:23:18,060
He grabbed [unclear].

147
00:23:30,140 --> 00:23:31,140
Look.

148
00:23:34,840 --> 00:23:36,680
I didn't mean to. I thought...

149
00:23:39,760 --> 00:23:41,100
I thought...

150
00:23:43,700 --> 00:23:47,480
I thought that could save you. I didn't
know you were inside.

151
00:23:49,480 --> 00:23:50,480
I didn’t know.

152
00:23:54,220 --> 00:23:56,260
After that person ran off...

153
00:23:57,980 --> 00:24:01,260
another person came over.

154
00:24:03,900 --> 00:24:07,060
He wore brown leather shoes.

155
00:24:09,900 --> 00:24:12,060
Brown leather shoes.

156
00:24:15,800 --> 00:24:22,150
Further up, a black leather... ...belt.

157
00:24:25,700 --> 00:24:27,640
He pulled out his belt.

158
00:24:30,380 --> 00:24:36,490
He grabbed me and [unclear]... me.

159
00:24:39,620 --> 00:24:40,980
I couldn't breathe.

160
00:24:43,560 --> 00:24:45,040
I wanted to call for help.

161
00:24:47,620 --> 00:24:49,500
I actually scratched his face.

162
00:24:50,820 --> 00:24:52,220
Gouged at his eyes.

163
00:25:02,440 --> 00:25:04,700
I gouged out his eyes and ate them.

164
00:25:07,060 --> 00:25:08,060
Interesting.

165
00:25:18,420 --> 00:25:21,740
He was still alive. His eyes...

166
00:25:22,860 --> 00:25:28,000
were empty, like a black frame.

167
00:25:30,180 --> 00:25:32,480
But he was still alive.

168
00:25:33,560 --> 00:25:34,620
[unclear]

169
00:25:41,740 --> 00:25:43,060
I ran.

170
00:25:45,780 --> 00:25:48,260
But I saw another pair of eyes watching.

171
00:25:52,220 --> 00:25:53,220
Couldn't see.

172
00:25:56,220 --> 00:25:57,260
It was him.

173
00:25:59,940 --> 00:26:02,220
It was him.

174
00:26:05,760 --> 00:26:08,680
Our good friend.

175
00:26:11,120 --> 00:26:12,720
Do you know who he is?

176
00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:16,460
He was happy too.

177
00:26:23,240 --> 00:26:25,680
What does any of this matter?

178
00:26:25,680 --> 00:26:30,260
What does it matter?

179
00:26:33,700 --> 00:26:34,820
There is no way.

180
00:26:50,460 --> 00:26:52,640
Back home, I lay down.

181
00:26:55,680 --> 00:26:57,580
[unclear]

182
00:26:59,960 --> 00:27:02,300
I was shaking all over.

183
00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:08,520
I didn't know if I was awake or asleep.

184
00:27:15,400 --> 00:27:21,780
I looked up. Guess what I... saw.

185
00:27:22,820 --> 00:27:23,950
Saw what?

186
00:27:29,920 --> 00:27:31,300
There was a cat.

187
00:27:32,840 --> 00:27:33,840
A cat.

188
00:27:34,820 --> 00:27:40,440
The cat was on something pink.

189
00:27:40,440 --> 00:27:42,860
[unclear]

190
00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:44,920
Dancing.

191
00:27:46,720 --> 00:27:48,420
I got up.

192
00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:57,870
Then I got up again. You got... ...up.

193
00:27:59,500 --> 00:28:00,500
No.

194
00:28:31,400 --> 00:28:33,060
This looks like a...

195
00:28:34,440 --> 00:28:36,100
Like a fish tank.

196
00:28:39,140 --> 00:28:40,820
You're in there...

197
00:28:44,920 --> 00:28:45,920
swimming.

198
00:28:46,860 --> 00:28:47,860
I can't swim.

199
00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:52,960
I can't swim.

200
00:28:56,220 --> 00:28:57,220
So he...

201
00:28:58,360 --> 00:28:59,540
Don't fall in.

202
00:29:02,260 --> 00:29:04,180
[unclear]

203
00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:15,310
I don't know what I want to do. Thanks for
helping me. Thank... you.

204
00:29:20,340 --> 00:29:23,500
Thank you. [unclear]

205
00:29:35,140 --> 00:29:37,020
This is just to repay you.

206
00:29:50,160 --> 00:29:51,900
What are you thanking me for?

207
00:29:54,420 --> 00:29:55,870
What are you thanking me for?

208
00:30:29,620 --> 00:30:30,740
You saw him.

209
00:30:34,900 --> 00:30:40,680
She has no eyes. No eyes. Her eye sockets
are empty, like a...

210
00:30:41,980 --> 00:30:42,980
Like a...

211
00:30:44,340 --> 00:30:45,340
Don’t think.

212
00:30:46,000 --> 00:30:47,000
Don’t think.

213
00:30:53,160 --> 00:30:55,180
Take it off. Take it off.

214
00:30:56,740 --> 00:30:58,300
Why won't it come off?

215
00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:09,700
I mean...

216
00:31:13,380 --> 00:31:14,720
He was in the water.

217
00:31:16,440 --> 00:31:17,990
He was in the water, like this.

218
00:31:19,620 --> 00:31:22,120
He swallowed so much water. His belly was
swollen.

219
00:31:24,700 --> 00:31:27,180
He made me feel afraid.

220
00:31:29,100 --> 00:31:32,100
Then he stared at us, eyes wide.

221
00:31:33,380 --> 00:31:34,420
You're right here.

222
00:31:37,020 --> 00:31:39,120
[unclear] Pretty?

223
00:31:41,180 --> 00:31:42,180
Pretty?

224
00:32:41,460 --> 00:32:42,860
Okay.

225
00:33:01,500 --> 00:33:04,480
What kind of [unclear] is this?

226
00:33:09,000 --> 00:33:10,000
Why?

227
00:33:13,460 --> 00:33:15,240
Think about me.

228
00:33:35,620 --> 00:33:38,460
This is enough. This is enough.

229
00:33:40,040 --> 00:33:41,480
Why? Why?

230
00:33:43,320 --> 00:33:44,640
Don't you want more?

231
00:33:47,600 --> 00:33:50,940
Yes. You were drunk that day. It wasn't
like this.

232
00:33:54,100 --> 00:33:55,100
We were...

233
00:33:56,700 --> 00:33:59,540
on the boat. Dad was there too, but later
he wasn't.

234
00:34:02,640 --> 00:34:03,640
It was him.

235
00:34:04,300 --> 00:34:10,060
It was him. He kept watching. Why didn't
he come over? I hate him...

236
00:34:10,060 --> 00:34:14,000
I hate him. Do you understand? I hate him.

237
00:34:21,620 --> 00:34:22,820
They all deserve to die.

238
00:34:38,220 --> 00:34:40,000
I'm not the one you need.

239
00:34:41,080 --> 00:34:42,190
But I only have you.

240
00:34:43,980 --> 00:34:46,320
Why bring this up now?

241
00:34:48,500 --> 00:34:50,720
If you want to go, go. Whenever you want.

242
00:34:54,620 --> 00:34:59,020
[unclear]

243
00:34:59,020 --> 00:35:02,680
[unclear]

244
00:35:06,620 --> 00:35:08,900
No. Don't go.

245
00:35:25,240 --> 00:35:27,060
Can we just stay like this?

246
00:35:29,520 --> 00:35:30,600
I don't want this.

247
00:35:37,400 --> 00:35:41,100
I can see it in your eyes. You don't want
this at all. No.

248
00:35:43,900 --> 00:35:45,120
How can I trust you?

249
00:35:45,920 --> 00:35:49,780
I can't trust anyone. How can you make me
trust you?

250
00:35:57,040 --> 00:35:58,240
I can move farther away.

251
00:35:59,680 --> 00:36:00,680
Farther away.

252
00:36:09,140 --> 00:36:11,240
Breathe.

253
00:37:01,340 --> 00:37:02,340
Do you understand?

254
00:37:04,720 --> 00:37:10,950
When the cup is empty, throw it away. I
have nothing... ...more to give.

255
00:37:12,040 --> 00:37:17,620
It's no use. No use. Go. Please, go. No...

256
00:37:17,620 --> 00:37:19,220
Don't do this. Please.

257
00:37:20,040 --> 00:37:21,040
Go.

258
00:37:22,500 --> 00:37:23,500
Go.

259
00:37:40,740 --> 00:37:42,320
Luckily, I still had a cat.

260
00:37:44,020 --> 00:37:46,700
But one day, it suddenly went missing.

261
00:37:48,060 --> 00:37:49,660
I didn't know where it had gone.

262
00:37:54,260 --> 00:37:55,680
What did you do?

263
00:37:58,260 --> 00:37:59,520
What did you do?

264
00:38:10,280 --> 00:38:14,680
I opened the door.

265
00:38:17,120 --> 00:38:19,620
Opened the window.

266
00:38:24,960 --> 00:38:26,500
It jumped onto...

267
00:38:27,540 --> 00:38:29,060
the TV.

268
00:38:30,300 --> 00:38:32,420
That very thin TV. Remember?

269
00:38:34,240 --> 00:38:35,840
Then it went over...

270
00:38:39,060 --> 00:38:40,480
and jumped onto the window.

271
00:38:48,760 --> 00:38:51,120
Why did you do that to it?

272
00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:57,820
Why did you do that to it? Why...

273
00:38:57,820 --> 00:39:04,070
did you do that to it? Why did you do that
to... it?

274
00:39:06,120 --> 00:39:07,920
You said you hated [unclear].

275
00:39:12,520 --> 00:39:13,520
I want to...

276
00:39:20,140 --> 00:39:21,140
burn it.

277
00:39:28,780 --> 00:39:30,100
I don't want to die yet.

278
00:39:31,240 --> 00:39:35,080
You made me do it. I don’t want to die
yet. Do you understand?

279
00:39:39,160 --> 00:39:42,960
I didn’t know you were inside. You killed
[unclear] the same way?

280
00:39:44,740 --> 00:39:48,960
Did you lie to him? You're so vile. You
lied to him.

281
00:40:02,900 --> 00:40:04,200
I won't die.

282
00:40:07,580 --> 00:40:08,660
Mom, she...

283
00:40:12,060 --> 00:40:13,540
opened her wardrobe.

284
00:40:14,880 --> 00:40:16,200
In the wardrobe...

285
00:40:19,440 --> 00:40:20,440
underwear...

286
00:40:21,320 --> 00:40:22,320
[unclear]

287
00:40:23,640 --> 00:40:24,680
high heels.

288
00:40:25,780 --> 00:40:27,480
I put on the high heels and...

289
00:40:29,380 --> 00:40:30,530
danced around the room.

290
00:40:32,440 --> 00:40:33,780
Like walking on stilts.

291
00:40:38,160 --> 00:40:39,580
You hid.

292
00:40:40,420 --> 00:40:46,220
Never... He never wore those at my place.
You know?

293
00:40:54,640 --> 00:40:55,800
It's no use.

294
00:40:56,960 --> 00:40:58,160
What's the use?

295
00:41:00,280 --> 00:41:02,820
[unclear] Forget it.

296
00:41:10,280 --> 00:41:13,700
Like a [unclear].

297
00:41:15,960 --> 00:41:21,600
You swim in there. I swim in there. I'm
in...

298
00:41:21,600 --> 00:41:22,640
there... [unclear].

299
00:41:25,580 --> 00:41:30,880
You know you’re swimming in there. You
know I’m in there, so you let it...

300
00:41:30,880 --> 00:41:31,880
out!

301
00:41:33,000 --> 00:41:38,600
You knew I was in there, so you let the
water out! Let it out! Wake up!

302
00:41:39,440 --> 00:41:44,980
Wake up! But you look like you're flying.

303
00:42:07,720 --> 00:42:08,780
I... Quick! Quick!

304
00:42:14,520 --> 00:42:15,520
Quick! Quick!

305
00:42:17,120 --> 00:42:19,180
I can't swim. I can't...

306
00:42:19,180 --> 00:42:24,440
swim. Hurry!

307
00:42:32,240 --> 00:42:33,720
Let me go down.

308
00:42:35,560 --> 00:42:37,120
I've changed my mind.

309
00:42:41,260 --> 00:42:42,940
I don't care if I go to hell.

310
00:42:45,160 --> 00:42:48,780
Let it all disappear. Disappear.

311
00:42:56,620 --> 00:43:00,580
We can stay like this. We can stay like
this.

312
00:43:02,960 --> 00:43:06,560
Or what else do you want? Tell me. I'll
give it to you.

313
00:43:09,720 --> 00:43:15,520
Why isn’t there a perfect man? I could
give him...

314
00:43:15,520 --> 00:43:18,140
everything. I could, once...

315
00:43:22,540 --> 00:43:25,460
I could give it to him again and again.

316
00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:29,300
I could cut a piece of myself off.

317
00:43:30,520 --> 00:43:31,740
I could give it to him.

318
00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:38,140
What do you want?

319
00:43:39,400 --> 00:43:40,400
Tell me.

320
00:43:42,940 --> 00:43:43,940
I'll give it to you.

321
00:43:50,120 --> 00:43:51,120
I can't.

322
00:43:53,980 --> 00:43:55,780
What do you want that can't be done?

323
00:43:57,060 --> 00:43:58,460
Or do you just not want it?

324
00:44:05,540 --> 00:44:06,540
I can't.

325
00:44:08,560 --> 00:44:10,460
"I can't" is a thought.

326
00:44:14,260 --> 00:44:16,900
I'm afraid. What are you afraid of?

327
00:44:21,640 --> 00:44:23,520
I’m not afraid anymore.

328
00:44:34,540 --> 00:44:35,580
Like a...

329
00:44:37,380 --> 00:44:41,920
Like a bathtub. Then why can't you let the
water out?

330
00:44:42,940 --> 00:44:45,100
I'm swimming in there too.

331
00:44:59,920 --> 00:45:00,920
Too...

332
00:45:03,940 --> 00:45:07,400
Too... too light.

333
00:45:10,140 --> 00:45:13,320
You’re wearing red.

334
00:45:20,440 --> 00:45:25,880
The house caught fire.

335
00:45:28,180 --> 00:45:29,460
Let it burn, then.

336
00:45:30,500 --> 00:45:33,980
I saw you at the window.

337
00:45:35,960 --> 00:45:40,760
Then you called to me for help. [unclear]

338
00:45:42,560 --> 00:45:47,100
To go up and save you. It's okay.

339
00:45:47,980 --> 00:45:52,300
But I didn't dare. I know. It's okay.

340
00:45:54,740 --> 00:45:55,740
I know.

341
00:45:58,520 --> 00:45:59,520
I know.

342
00:46:04,100 --> 00:46:05,360
It's okay.

343
00:46:10,380 --> 00:46:12,180
I've done a lot of wrong things too.

344
00:46:14,660 --> 00:46:15,680
I realized...

345
00:46:17,420 --> 00:46:20,920
Even at the very end, they won't
forgive... they...

346
00:46:20,920 --> 00:46:26,720
won't...

347
00:46:30,800 --> 00:46:31,800
forgive me.

348
00:46:32,720 --> 00:46:37,020
They come over, one after another.

349
00:46:38,520 --> 00:46:42,920
One after another, they come over and
press down on me.

350
00:46:44,080 --> 00:46:46,620
Pressing down on me.

351
00:46:47,460 --> 00:46:53,610
I can't take it. I really can't take it. I
really can't take... it.

352
00:46:55,220 --> 00:46:57,660
I really, really can't take it.

353
00:47:01,100 --> 00:47:05,120
I think... I think I can only go...

354
00:47:07,940 --> 00:47:09,740
Can only let me...

355
00:47:13,420 --> 00:47:15,100
Mom is waiting for me.

356
00:47:19,080 --> 00:47:21,540
Mom is waiting for me.

357
00:47:28,080 --> 00:47:29,440
Mom is in pain.

358
00:47:32,540 --> 00:47:34,360
Mom is in pain.

359
00:47:39,240 --> 00:47:41,160
Why suddenly [unclear]?

360
00:47:49,520 --> 00:47:50,820
So cold.

361
00:47:52,860 --> 00:47:54,870
So cold. So cold.

362
00:47:56,210 --> 00:47:57,750
So cold.

363
00:47:59,010 --> 00:48:03,610
Give me a blanket. A blanket. So cold.

364
00:48:04,930 --> 00:48:08,870
So cold. So cold.

365
00:48:16,810 --> 00:48:18,050
You know...

366
00:48:19,310 --> 00:48:20,310
You know...

367
00:48:21,410 --> 00:48:24,950
You know, people who freeze to death...

368
00:48:24,950 --> 00:48:29,930
take all their clothes off before they
die?

369
00:48:32,190 --> 00:48:33,870
They feel hot.

370
00:48:34,830 --> 00:48:36,830
They feel so hot.

371
00:48:42,770 --> 00:48:45,410
They feel too hot.

372
00:48:48,270 --> 00:48:50,690
So they take all their clothes off.

373
00:48:55,230 --> 00:48:56,410
I can do it.

374
00:51:29,410 --> 00:51:30,510
How long did we shoot?

375
00:51:32,910 --> 00:51:38,350
Forty or fifty minutes. Fucking ages.
Feels like a hair in my mouth.

376
00:51:41,670 --> 00:51:48,000
Why stop? We didn't go on. It's over.
[unclear] It's... over.

377
00:51:48,710 --> 00:51:49,710
That’s about it.

378
00:51:51,590 --> 00:51:53,090
I thought you’d walk out.

379
00:51:53,970 --> 00:51:54,970
You didn't go.

380
00:51:56,050 --> 00:51:59,210
I jumped. I jumped.

381
00:52:01,350 --> 00:52:07,050
Stage exit... “bed exit.” Yes, “bed exit.”

382
00:52:07,050 --> 00:52:12,210
"Bed exit." [unclear] Your shirt... Those
two buttons.

383
00:52:17,450 --> 00:52:18,650
Good, good, good, good.