Shoot Self with You (English Subtitles) Chinese Experimental Film / Directed by He Fa

What are you doing here?

I have to see you.

Stop tormenting me.

Get lost.

I love you.

What are you doing here?

I have to see you.

Stop tormenting me.

Get out of here.

I love you.

That was terrible.

No, no. Not what I want.

Something's wrong. I can feel it.

I want a woman.

Damn.

What do you think this is?

Just

That feeling.

It's

That kind, do you understand?

You don't understand.

You'll never understand in your life.

You've never experienced it.

You'll never experience it.

This is the problem between me and you.

Very simple.

How to solve it.

What's the next step.

How to shoot it.

I only have you two left.

You have to trust me.

You have to help me.

This is not just my business.

Can you understand me?

Can you?

What do you understand?

What do you understand?

What do you understand?

Can you comprehend even one sentence

One word of what I say?

Lust.

Do you know what failure feels like?

Everything is wrong.

Or maybe it was wrong from the start.

Or maybe it was wrong along the way.

Or maybe you have a problem.

Or maybe I have a problem.

Or maybe we don't have a problem but

He's messed up.

He's not what I want.

What should I do?

What should I do?

Love.

I want love.

Who can give me love?

Can you give me?

Can you give me?

Can you give me?

I want love.

Love.

Love.

Crap.

Am I crazy? Crap.

Damn it.

I don't know how to act at all.

I have no confidence in this shit.

Ecstatic breakdown.

Desperate determination.

Screw him.

Crap.

Crap. Is his brain still normal?

I'm speechless.

I'm really speechless.

Sigh.

I crap love.

I crap love.

I crap.

Mom.

I think we shouldn't think too much.

That should be the best.

Love.

Just take it or leave it.

Whatever he wants, just give it to him.

Look at him.

He seems to have a lot of pressure.

Don't let him be alone, I think.

Crap.

I think we should trust him.

It's hard to say, I think these things.

Hmm.

How do you think I did just now?

Not bad, not as exaggerated as he said.

What do you think of my performance?

I think you did very well.

I came to this play for you.

Haha, really?

You're so beautiful.

Really.

Really, really.

Don't joke around here.

The camera is on.

Wait until we see the footage.

I'm freaking out.

He got angry just now and I saw us talking here.

I don't want to deal with him anymore.

That's it.

Maybe he's getting more and more furious.

I don't know.

I think it's better not to think too much.

Otherwise, it will make everyone uncomfortable.

But I think.

You might have some places just now.

That were really a bit too fake.

Like me.

I felt like I didn't catch up with the mood.

So maybe he got angry.

Maybe you should be more careful.

That should be better.

Hmm.

That should be it.

Too anxious.

I've been acting since graduation and never made a penny.

And they want me to love.

I take sleeping pills every night.

Or.

It's okay, it's okay.

I'm going to the bathroom.

Okay.

Do you have a cigarette?

Do you have a cigarette?

Damn.

Why can't I fall in love with a woman?

But can this play continue?

I have to smash you.

Let the dark night cover.

Souls boil over the withered cities.

The drilling stones.

Knocking on the hard ground.

What?

What do you think of Xu Jinjiang?

He's fine.

He's not as bad as you said.

I wrote this script for him.

I know.

And then he.

Numb like a stone tablet.

Maybe we need to wait.

Don't worry.

What about that kiss scene?

How is it?

Not bad.

Actually.

I fell in love with you the first time I auditioned.

You have a unique aura that attracts me.

It's fascinating.

Really?

Yeah.

Yeah, me too.

Actually, I knew it a long time ago.

But I didn't say it.

Because I came here for your script.

So I definitely focused on the play.

Yeah.

So I think.

We can finish this first.

And then talk.

What are you talking about?

You two.

Chatting.

Nothing, nothing, that.

Nothing.

Very good, very good, that.

Yes, to that.

The fourth scene, right?

Yeah.

Which scene?

How to arrange this scene?

Do we need to follow any schedule?

How do we?

Do we lie down or stand up or sit down or walk?

Or or are we moving?

Think about it.

It's okay, it's okay.

Relax, you can do whatever you want.

I'll control the lights for you.

Ah.

Can you see it?

Act well, Gerry

He just called you in the play.

Yeah.

What name did he call you?

He called you Gerry.

Hahahaha.

Aren't you Xu Jinjiang?

So we.

He seems to ignore us.

La lune. The moon is pretty tonight.

The moon is fair and comely tonight

Wilt thou go forth with me for a stroll?

Do you want to go out with me?

Oh, why should I?

Yeah.

Aye

We haven't been out for a long time

Let's go

We two have nor gone out for a long while

I

Are we going or not?

Aye

Moon, I

You go first

I have, I

I

Thou go first, I prithee

I can be alone

Moon

Moon

I can, I can be alone

I can stay alone for a while

I can be alone

I alone, I alone

I, I alone

I alone

I can be alone

There's nothing

Alone

Art thou there?

Are you there

I'm here

I am here

Are you sad

You must be very upset

Let me be sad for you

Art thou sad?

Do you love me

Thou must be sorely grieved

Say you love me

I love you

Let me be sad for thee

Will you always be there

Say thou lovest me

Dost thou love me?

I love you

Moon

Hehe

Ah, moon

She comes close to me and then backs away

Wilt thou be always here?

Because

Wilt thou be always here?

I want

I want to catch her

Wilt thou be always here?

Rope

Gravity

La lune

I want the moon

He erects bigger and bigger

And then

She

Grow bigger

Has desire

Grow very big

But but but

Grow very big and very light

And then

Float to a very very very very far place

But has guilt

And then

And then and then and then is and then is

Walk towards him

And then is and then is and then is

I hold him

Rope and gravity

She he

She comes over

I draw him

In

This side is dark

I dance in the water

This side is dark

That side is bright

Become very long

She

Mother (Father)

She

She

I draw him I draw him and then

She walks towards me

But I

There is black

But I

There is bright

But I

All the colors are on top

But I

He walks towards me

Back off

Can you still feel me

Huh?

Yeah yeah yeah

Yeah, hahaha

I'm holding tight

Is it because we've been together for too long

I feel you disappearing

You become unreal

Ah, look at me, hmm

You talk

I can't see myself in your eyes

Hmph

Liar

You're the one

I can't see myself in your eyes

You're like a mirror

You know that, huh

Look at me

Em

Why not me

Why not you

Why not you

Why not me

Can you feel me still

Emmhm

You're so silly

You're so silly

I can't see anything

In your eyes

I vanished

You vanished

I vanished too

I can't see myself in your eyes no more

Why aren't it me?

Why not me?

Why not you?

Why not you?

You are such a idiot

You're not me but you're also me

Yes, you can only be me

Forget it, you go

You don't understand me at all

You self-righteous people

Hmm

Yes

It's my fault to love you

Go to hell

You go to hell and you die

If you want to prove it

I've never been so decisive before

But I'm sorry, I

I don't understand why it's so sudden this time

I was good to you, right?

Yeah

You, you're good

It's not your fault

It's not your fault

My fault

My fault

Don't say that

You changed so fast

Are you still the same you

Our relationship has changed

This is troublesome

You're shaking like a sieve

Can't you calm down first

I've made up my mind

I don't know if I'm awake or asleep

Wait

This is just one-sided

Do you think you can decide everything

There's no second chance

I'm sorry I'm sorry

I'm not good at talking

I like this about you

I know I was a bit too direct

But even though I shouldn't

Can

This is like a

Can touch you

Like a fish tank

I

You're in there

Like it so much

Swimming

I can't swim

I can't swim

So he

You left me

I was the one who fell off the boat

You know what I want to do

Thank you for helping me, thank you

Thank you

This is just my repayment to you

Thank you

What are you thanking me for

What are you thanking me for

You saw her face

So beautiful

She has no eyes He has no eyes

His eye sockets are empty like a piece of

Don't think

Don't think

Take it off Hurry up and take it off

Why can't I take it off

I say

She's in the water

She's struggling in the water

Ah She drank a lot of water

Her belly is bulging

He makes me feel scared

And then he glared at us with his eyes wide open

He's clearly here

But I didn't do anything

Pretty?

Am I pretty?

From a certain moment my memory became very bad

I forgot what I said in the morning by noon

And then

Things from a few years ago

I don't remember any of them

They were eaten by something when I slept

Eaten eaten

Uh

People people's memory needs something to prove it

For example, images or text

Or

Smell but

But I didn't leave anything behind at that time

Only pure feeling

I treated myself as a

Pure pure feeling machine

I am I am because I believe this

That's why I don't like taking photos

I didn't take photos when I went out to play before

I only believe what I experience at this moment

What I experience

What I see with my eyes

What I hear

But later this thing

The thing you experience you just feel good at that time

Or feel bad at that time

But nothing is left behind

It's no longer a memory

It becomes an instant process

And especially for someone like me who has a poor memory

You dig it out again

Take it out and you'll feel you can't remember

Can't remember

Right

Now I rarely rarely record

And then I

Causing me to have no material for memories now

That can let me

Return to being human in a way

But yes, there are also chat records

Chat records

Yes

Chat records are the most useless things

They are full of nonsense and then

And then they are only pure text

And then imagination space

Yes, there is imagination space

After all, I'm the only one in the world

Who can prove that those things happened

And everything I had

Has gone before me

Causing me me

Causing me to be dry causing me

Wood

Dry like wood

Hard

And then someone said unbelievably

Uh, make more friends

And interact more

A girlfriend would be good

But I know it's useless

I often ride a bike

Because when you ride a bike your breathing is very fast

Heartbeat is also very fast

And then it's very cool

Then it's tired

You have to take a shower and go to sleep

Simple machine repeated actions

And it's forward

You won't think about other things so much

Or watch some tik tok

It will occupy your senses

And your thoughts too

Even if your brain is empty

But you're still occupied

You won't think about other things either

But when you calm down

You have to face it

Let me go, please

I've changed my mind

Face the nothingness

Face what you once had

But now I don't have it

I don't mind going to hell

Now it's gone

A ruin

You're on it

Let it all

Disappear, disappear

I'm on it

Sitting

Haha ah haha

The ruin is

Ah

We can just be like this, we can just be like this

The ruin is

Or if you want something else you tell me I'll give it to you

It can't be cleaned up

A part of a person or a part of me

Ah why is there no perfect man

Maybe other people's houses are beautifully decorated

I can I can give him everything

But mine has collapsed into a ruin

And then you say to shovel this ruin

I can

Why don't you build a new one

Then what about mine

What about my decades

I can give it to him over and over again

What about these years

I can cut myself off

Feed him

What do you want

Tell me

I'll give it to you

I can't do it

Is it that you can't do it

Or you don't want it

Can't do it

Can't do it or don't want it

I'm scared

What are you afraid of

I'm not afraid of anything anymore

Like a

Like a fish tank

Then why don't you let the water out

I'm willing to swim in it

Too

Too

Too light

We're all wearing red clothes

The house burned up

Let it burn

I saw you on the window

Asking me for help

It will rot sooner or later

Let me save you

Let it burn

It doesn't matter

But I'm afraid

I know

It doesn't matter

I got it

I got it

It's okay

I've done a lot of wrong things too

Hmph

I found out

At the last moment they won't spare me

Yeah

They won't spare me

They came one after another

One after another

Pressing on me

On me

I can't stand it I really can't stand it

I really can't stand it

I really can't stand it

I want to

I want to I can only

Go there

Mom is waiting for me

Mom is waiting for me

Mom is waiting for me

Why is it suddenly so cold

Too cold

Too cold

Cover yourself with a blanket

Too cold

Give me a blanket

Too cold

Too cold

I'm freezing to death

You know

You know

You know people who freeze to death

They will take off their clothes before they die

Too cold

They feel hot

They feel so hot

Ah, too cold

They feel too hot

So they have to take off their clothes

Be a quilt

I don't want to die yet

You made me do this

I don't want to die yet

Did you understand?

I didn't know you were inside

You killed mom in the same way

You lied to her

How despicable you are

You lied to her

I can't quite remember

How we got here

It seems like we just walked and walked

Mom

She

Opened her wardrobe

There are in the wardrobe

Maybe you don't have to think too hard

Underwear

Stockings

You'll be able to remember

High heels

If you think too hard, you might not remember

I'm wearing shoes

Hahaha

Dancing in the house

Haha

Like walking on stilts

Oh my god, you scared me

Haha

Hahaha

I can't swim either

You got an erection

Don't fall down

She never

I can't swim either

She never wore those in front of me

Do you know

I know

It's useless

I can't see your shadow in the water

What's the use

You're scary when you turn around like this

It's already gone

Like a fish tank

You're swimming inside

I'm swimming inside

I'm killing fish inside

You know

You're swimming inside

You know I'm inside

So you let the water out

You know I'm inside

So you let the water out

Let it out

Wake up

Wake up

But you look like you're flying

Why every time I see you I feel

I feel like it's the last time

Every time I see you I feel

I'm falling in love with you

I'm afraid of drowning

But in reality your choice is often

This is also part of the art

The drama is a whole

It's not just about the actors' performance

The operation of the instruments

The lighting and sound

The stage design is all rhythmic

Huh?

Look

It's also a performance

And very important

Why are you so blank

Silly, like a big fool

Yes and then

You have to note the cue points

You know actually

I shouldn't be like this now

You can lie here

Can you see me if you take off your glasses

Can you see me like this

I can see

And there will be a halo effect around me

Am I blurry

You're not blurry

Your surroundings Your surroundings will become blurry

Is there light around me

Uh

Uh

There is

There is?

Is there? Haha

Look again, is there light

Keep your breathing in sync

Hey, this effect is very good

Can you hug me

I can but it's a bit hot

I can turn on the air conditioner

But that one is too cold

That is

Then can you hug me

I can

Then why are there so many reasons

Because you are very Your mood is very complicated

Or what

Can you really

You can try

You can try

Then you try

Haha

Just hug like this

I want to press my head on your hand

This

Come up a bit more

Come up

You look like a worm crawling

Hahahaha

Hahahaha

You're killing me

You're like a worm

And then your feet are kicking

You're crawling

Put your hand here

Hmm

Where to put

Put it here

Have you never hugged before

Oh OK

Haha

Are you laughing

You're laughing again

Hahaha what are you laughing at

Ah ah

What are you laughing at

Laughing is to relieve tension

What are you nervous about

Uh

Whiny baby

Hahaha

Will you be angry if I call you that

Uh no

Why

Because I'm not anymore

You're not like that now huh

Ah

Then how were you a whiny baby before

Haha

Then why would you feel bad when others call you that

Ah

Ah?

Because Because that's someone else

What about now

Now it's you

You're not a whiny baby anymore, are you

Ahaha

Hmm

Haha

Yeah right

That's good

Haha

What are you doing what are you doing

I'm watching you turn into a whiny baby

Um you

You put your finger on my chin

I won't turn into some kind of monster

But my neck will be a bit uncomfortable

Okay

Are you hot

A bit

How come I don't feel hot

Do you still see white light around me

Light

Light

Light

Then what happened to you in the end

After they called you a whiny baby

Then what did you do in the end

Hmm?

And then I went

Oh

To do what

What are you doing

I also had a dream at that time

その時 俺は (That time I)

思えたんだ (Remembered)

その (That)

♪ Comment faire les nuits que mon coeur se serre ♪

欲しいを (Want to)

♪ Au nom de l'infini et que ton poussière ♪

月に (To the moon)

♪ Les sagesses de midi quand il n'y a plus rien à croire ♪

止めて (Stop)

♪ Ou à rêver par ici. Moi je prie ♪

の時 (When)

それはどんな状況なんですか (What kind of situation is that)

♪ Je prie sans Dieu sans foi sans paradis sans croix ♪

♪ Pour le son d'une voix ♪

♪ Autant de chagrin ♪

♪ À la barbe du destin ♪

♪ Comme d'autres crient je prie ♪

What are you thinking

♪ Je prie sans Dieu sans foi comme les hors la loi ♪

You look like you're thinking

Whiny baby

♪ Sans Christ et sans Bouddah ♪

♪ Au creux du tourment ♪

♪ Dans l'oiel de l'ouragan ♪

Hmm

Hmm

What are you laughing at

You're scared

Hmm

Hmm you're scared

Hmm

Do you still feel hot

Hmm

Now it's a bit warm

Really

That's fine

Not that kind of dry dry heat

Do you still feel fear

Hmm about what kind of fear

Hmm death?

Intimacy?

Friends?

This society?

Everything and everything about now

Everything that's happening now

Are you afraid

Yes

You were dreaming

This is why I keep being careful

Keep restraint

I don't want to hurt other girls because

Because

Because I was abandoned by my family when I was young and then

I would be more afraid of the

Hmm

Unstable and uncertain things in intimate relationships

Suddenly very

What are you saying

Me

But it's also too too too that too intimate

And then I feel

It's hard to have more than just that

That is the first the first layer

The first layer is that kind of being together all day

And then talk about some very trivial and messy things

Huh?

There is almost no deeper progress

So this will make you feel very empty

Very failed and bored

Falling in love is actually still people and people

And then

Not that that form

That form

Purely pursuing that form

Can't get can't get

Can't get it's fine

Can't get it's fine

That form can connect with anyone

But the relationship between people is not

Not anyone can

Including all kinds of love at first sight

That's because it's shallow

So it can be love at first sight

Very intuitive

Now it's a bit hot

Yes

Wait a minute

How did you run out

Don't be afraid

Don't be afraid

Why did you do that

Come on

Don't be afraid

Will you go with me

Go with me

Go with me

Hahahaha

Thank you

Stay here for me

Hang in there

Someone will come to save you

But that person is not me

Thank you

Haha

Haha

You can't find me every time

You can't every time

You can't shoot me every time

Why can't you hold on

Why can't you hold on

Go ahead

Go die

Let go let go let go let go let go let go let go let go

Go die

Go to hell

Are you ready

How beautiful you are

I love you

Let me sing you a lullaby

Sleep

Sleep

My dear baby

Sleep

Sleep, this film makes me want to sleep

Mommy loves you

Sleep

Die

Sleep

Go to hell

Mommy loves you

Go to hell

Hmm

Hahaha

The more you do this the more I like it

Hey

I like playing this the most

You too

You like playing this the most

Fafalish

Ouch

Ah

Haha

About that bigger thing

How do you feel

About that

Just that bigger thing

It seems to be in

Very

Dark place

A red truck drove by

Sunflower

Wheat field

Now swimming in the sea

Press the blue-green button

There will be a lot of lollipops and whales

There is light in the forest

There is wind

He became very light

As if to fly

A flower bloomed in the middle of the coin

Started to run

As if looking for something

The murderer put the letter in the innermost room

When the sun is brightest in the afternoon

White sheets in the living room

Float

Brackets and parentheses are dancing

It's going to rain

There is a pair of eyes always watching me

It seems to have no eyes and is black

I was sucked in by the eyes

I've been I've been

Flying

Flying and flying

Suddenly saw a very beautiful butterfly

At the afternoon station

In the bags of a separated couple

A peach fell out

I knew it, you know everything when you come to me

Do you know it

In this air

In the air

There is something very very strange in it

There is also a kind of expectation

Yes, there is also a kind of expectation

He has a kind of expectation

Every pair of eyes is looking at me

What are you doing

They must all want to talk

But no one says it

Do you know it

I'm usually very nervous at this time

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to say

It has a kind of pressure

This pressure has been driving me ever since

Reminding me

But I've been doing it constantly

Let me do something

I don't know what to do

Talk to me

Why don't you talk

I might

I might go back to Earth

What

I might go back to Earth

Because some people say maybe

Because the scriptwriter says maybe

Because my novel says maybe

You are

You are my fantasy

Ground control, Ground control to astronaut number 7

Am I your fantasy?

Ground control to astronaut number 7

Don't you believe me?

Don't you believe everything here?

I believe you

But

Ground control to astronaut number 7

He's been out of touch for a whole day

You believe me

But you want to leave

Don't you know I am you?

Are you me?

Huh?

07 reports, everything is normal

What are you saying?

Why didn't you reply for a day

Who are you talking to?

I am

Please upload your psychological monitoring report

I'm a narcissist

I'm an anxious person

And I'm not good at teamwork

And then?

You should be happier

Maybe you shouldn't think too much

You should be happier

You should be more joyful

You should be more comfortable

You don't have to be so nervous

You don't have to be so scared

Don't always be a coward

Do you want to keep going like this?

Hey

Do you know how bad I felt

When I went home with you after dinner last night

Do you know how much pain your emotions bring me

How bad is it?

I don't know

I know you are suffering

I also know that everyone is suffering and tormented

Then, and then

So you want to keep going like this

With your kind of inexplicable emotions

To make me miserable

I don't know what to do

Sometimes when I talk to you

I don't know how to talk to you

I want you to live better

Make you happier

Make you feel more love

I can't feel anything

But I've tried my best

I'm working hard to do this

This month filming a movie

What I felt or what I experienced

I played a

A what

But I went skating I went

To eat to

Experience dating

But they are all fake

They are all gone after the movie is finished

This is not fake

Now too

I am

Now everything is gone after the performance is over

But I am real

You two are too emotional

You can tone it down when you act

This is not fake

This is not acting

But I am real

Yesterday I was

Feeling very bad in the car

I don't know why I became like this

Being with you seems quite happy

But when I leave

It always makes me feel very bad

It's like something is pressing on my chest

But I just can't

Let this thing out

I want to jump off the car

Are we

But I don't dare

Are we a bit biased

No

Sit in the middle

Sit in the middle

Sit in the middle

The second act is to draw

Hmm

You are really fucking boring

A bunch of ibeciles

Emerald green

Yes, wait a minute

So you think this is all fake

Hmm

This is all acting

Is it

Yes

So the tears are fake

The feelings are fake

The people are fake

Everyone sitting here is fake

Do you dare to see the real thing

I dare to see

I'm not a coward

You think everyone is like you a coward

Don't dare to see anything

Don't dare to say anything

Don't dare to ask anything

Nothing

Really nothing

And then nothingness

Then you have to make life more interesting

He fell into an existential crisis

So you have to keep living like this

Why do you want to draw

This is boring

Why do you have to do things according to the previous settings

Isn't this stupid

Do you still have to do this when you get here

What else can I do

What are you doing

This is a play

No, this is a drama

Is it

We are acting

You can't see the real thing

You can only see the fake

Anyway, this is the last time

Relax a bit

There will be nothing in the future

Relax a bit

You won't have any fake

Relax a bit

Hmm

Sigh, I should relax a bit

Never had

Not never

Had it forgot it forgot myself

You don't forget him

He can't come back

You sitting there sulking is useless

So just throw everything in the trash

And don't think about anything

Nothingness

And then sit there and wait

Wait for death

Then you jump into this hole

Weren't we happy when we werere hearsing

Hmm yes

So, you're going back to Earth

Oh right

I want to go to Earth

Going to the moon is a

Accelerating process

And then running faster and faster

Faster and faster and faster and faster

But going back to Earth is a

Decelerating process

And you fall down

This scene is about

The actor

Has to choose between his pursuit and his lover

More and more

Falling faster and faster

And then splat you hit the ground

So then you keep talking

Gerry

Keep explaining to everyone

And then?

Then what

And then if you can't act He Fa will kowtow ten times

Hahaha

What should we do?

It's not me who kowtows

So you have to kowtow to He Fa ten times

Huh?

You have to kowtow to He Fa

Ten times

Will you kowtow?

You keep talking

I'm listening

You talk

Talk talk talk

I think we should focus on the play

Yeah, this is a play

What's not a play?

Is there no time in this world when people are not acting?

Isn't everyone acting?

You talk

Why don't you talk?

I'm thinking

Can the kid behind me be quiet

Then you have to tell them

They will be relieved

But you only have one memory

It's okay kid

He's not kicking me now

Then you should thank

What are you thinking about?

This is all made up

I didn't think of anything

Just daydreaming

And then when you ask me I will

I will follow your lead

You can't be in a daze

If you are in a daze, what will everyone watch?

Watch you in a daze?

Your psychological monitoring report!

Narcissist

Don't keep drawing

You get up for me

You stand up for me

And then?

Narcissist

And delusions

And then?

Then

This role

Has to choose between ideal and love

But his lover is an illusion

Then then

Then yes this play

Yes this is a dilemma

But in the third act

He has to undergo a transformation

This transformation is whether he chooses ideal or

Hmm

If it were you

What would you think

I

I don't think anything

I just sit like this

The what do the audience watch

The audience the audience

And everyone sits

Let everyone think together

But no one stands up and thinks with us

There must be an external force

To force him to force him

To make the psychological monitoring report

You talk, narcissist

A person who never appeared in my life

How can you tell me he's real

Hey

I can't meet him

Even if I meet him it's not me

He doesn't belong to me

We are too cruel to this role

You are the freaks

I am a creep

I'm too freaky

Then what do you want me to say?

I don't want you to say anything

I can't even walk in this crappy skirt

Then you can choose to take it off

You said it looked good at the moment

Yeah, you said it looked good at the time

Gerry, are you lighter now?

Yes

You take off your clothes, and let me in

You can be lighter?

I

Are you acting in the last movie

No

Gerry is acting in the last movie

Gerry, what are you acting?

CC is not here

You don't have to do this

He's going to Wuzhen right

Well, indeed

Do you need to find

Should have killed them all

Anyone there?

Fuck, how did I agree to act in this play

You want to go

I should be sitting on the subway home right now

Do you want to go?

If you want to go, you go ahead

Astronaut number 7

Please reply

It's not about replying or not it's me

It's me who has to go back

He's not my choice he's me

Hmm

Hmm

He's my forced choice

Hmm

Hmm

Good

OK

Anything is fine

I know

You go

There is no dramatic conflict

How to act?

You tell me

Hmm

Like there is an alien

Hmm

There should be an alien now

And then

And then

And then he

And then he

Has to fight the alien

Hmm

And then he defeats the alien

Hmm

And then

Hmm

And then

Have you thought about it?

Have you thought about it?

Why don't you talk again?

My mind has been

Very slow

And thinking a lot of questions

Very simple questions also take

About four or five times the time of normal people to

Think

Find the language and then

It's a bit difficult for me

You should take me with you

Then there is no way

That is to say, you have to

Say it

Tell me about the happiest thing in your childhood

The happiest thing in my childhood

Is to go to the beach with the girl I like

Did you have a crush in your childhood?

Do you know what love is?

Oh

How old are you?

Just holding hands in the car

And then?

And then she went to the Spring Festival Gala

She went to the Spring Festival Gala

Hmm

Do you still see each other now?

Never saw her again

Then you tell me the saddest time in your childhood

The thing that made you feel the most painful

I know Amon you have a strong empathy

You

I didn't say I have strong empathy

OOC again

Out of the role again

I just want to know

Play that song again

You want to help anyone you see

And then

I don't want to help everyone I see

What do you think I am, a saint?

Wow

Get lost fart

I just want to ask

I want to understand

Understanding you won't change anything

So what?

So you have to bury it in your heart

Keep it buried there

Ah not seeing is not painful

Oh, you can do that

But it doesn't look painless

You look very painful

Hmm what to do

What to do

What to do

Then I ask you

What to do?

What to do?

What to do?

That

So boring

Gerry

So boring

He is so boring

We are all so bored

Boredom is good

I like boredom

Everyone knows nothing

Whatever happens, just sit like this

What are you doing?

My mic fell off

Hahaha

Let's play a game

OK

Play...

Do you want to play games?

Play...

Do you want to play games?

Hmm

Do you still hate me?

I never hated you

I hope you hate me

Let's play

I'm so cheap

Three words

Hurry hurry hurry

OK

Hurry

How can we say anything?

I catch I catch

You catch

I catch

OK

Ok

Here I go

OK

That night

Isn't this four words?

Not finished yet

That night

Ah ah

Fuck

So is it my turn to catch you?

You lose

Then I'll catch you, right?

That night

Damn it

This damn skirt

No one can beat me in this game

Impossible

Thank you, Yun Jianhui

It pissed me off

It's your turn to catch people

Holy Fuck！

Three

Hurry up

You two played too long

No

Who is it?

I lose

You lost, huh?

So now it's your turn to catch people, right?

They didn't get you yet

Ah

They didn't get you yet!

He didn't catch me

Come on

What?

Why?

Start

My turn?

Yeah

My turn to catch?

Yeah

Haha, sorry

Did I slap you?

Right on my blockhead

Do you still have energy

I am

Do you still have energy?

Yes

Why are you not happy at all?

Why are you so melancholic

Why are you so

Yes

Then what do you want to do?

What dost thou want to play?

We all listen to thee

What do you want to play?

Hmm

Yes it's this kind of very simple very simple question

I have to think

About ten ten seconds 15 seconds

You can find more people to play with

My skirt is dirty

Do you want to find more people to play with?

Hmm

Then you can ask

Is there anyone who wants to play with us?

But I'm so dirty

Why so melancholy?

Why so melancholy?

Then what should we do?

You should cheer up

Thou shouldst be merry

This seems to be something

Please don't say to your depressed

One of the three sentences you shouldn't say to your depressed friend

Three sentences you shouldn't say to your depressed friend

One of them

Hey

Huh?

Clang clang

What?

Clang

Eh?

Damn, horrible acting

You call this theater?

Why do you drink water?

Isn't this bad for the director?

No

What do you think?

This is not what I expected

Then you didn't make your expectations clear

I can't even hear the lines

How many times do I have to tell you

Project your voice

We are having a play

Abdominal voice

I paid you all

For a real theater show

Gerry teach me how to make abdominal voice

OK, I got it

Learn well the sounds and tones

The yin and yang must be clear

Is this what the director wants?

No, not this

I don't think it should be like this

This is not what I'm talking about

That's not what I meant

OK

I think I might have

Miscommunicated a little bit

Uh, I mean, um

I don't need you to be so articulate

Forget about those things

Let everyone see you

I mean, ZiChou, Gerry, let everyone see you

I think Amon is like a goddess

She is my goddess

I love her so much

Why can't you love her too

They might not like you

Why can't this world

Make those silent men disappear

Ah, you scared me to death, huh

Just look at her

She is alive and well in front of you two

Why don't you look at her

What is this, paint?

Fie, what hath this to do with me?

You created all of this.

Why can't you look at her?

Because it will disappear

Fie

This is all your doing

If thou dost not want

It means thou hast overcome

Thou art the winner today

So he is?

Why can't you look at her

So you are?

Zounds, the audience today is so courteous

Aha

What do you want to do?

Is there anyone who wants to come up and hit Gerry?

Raise your hand quickly

If we still have to follow the script

You can hit

I can hit as much as I want, huh?

OK

But I will fight back

Haha

He will fight back

Who wants to come up?

Who thinks they can replace

This male actor's role

Is it you, the one with long hair?

How do I fight?

Hahaha

Can fight back

I'm not fucking dead

Fuck, bring it on

Who can replace this male actor's role?

Me alone can't beat him

Beat them, fie, I am weak in combat

It's over, he went to the moon, what should we do?

What's it called

They come

He will go to the moon in advance

What should we do?

Slay me

Screwed

No one wants to kill you

Everything here is your burden

Who set up these things?

Did you tell me?

I told you

In your dreams, maybe

I really don't know

I told you so

I told you to bring these things

You brought this

Well, sorry about that

He ran out, couldn't act anymore

You don't want these things anymore

Not anymore

I just called it oppressor drama

Don't need them anymore

Ah!

It's when someone replaces fake Gerry

And then comes up and continues to act

Don't be like this

Uh

Gerry, can't you live without these things?

Gerry needs a layer of cloth

A layer of that

Right

Because Gerry didn't wear clothes

This is my important prop

Yes, he

Gerry told you he needed this

If there is no cloth

He will also look for a sleeping bag

He will also look for a blanket and look for

I know

I just didn't expect him to do this today again

So, our male lead

Can we do it again?

Yes

I'm the director

He's the male lead

He is the director of your play

You forgot, huh?

He's the male lead

He is the director of your play

You are the lead

Yes

He's the male lead

He is the male lead of your play

I know he is the male lead

They two are both

Created by you, right?

Gao Pengfei took me away

You are the real male lead

It's all from that

It's all from that

Produced by Zhao Xuan

But Zhaoxuan is not here today

You are here

OK

So which act are we going to start now?

You tell me

You can

I don't know your secret script

No script

No one memorized the script

We have a script

Oh there is a script

But no one memorized it

It seems you have chosen a director for yourselves

And then abandoned me

No

No

I love you love you love you

No, no puzzle

I didn't feel any love from you

Just now

I sat below and watched you cry for a long time

They didn't cry, only

So I’m feeling extremely angry right now

Can’t you live without these noises, Gerry?

Fie, do not educate me anymore

I am vexed to death

Gerry couldn't stand it anymore

It's more fun to play games

I think

Don't talk so much

Don't talk so much

Let’s play a game

Right, you think it's OK, right, director?

Fie

Okay

Gerry, are you OK?

Come

The director said we can play games

Come

Can you be happy?

Or the director will scold us later

Then let her.

I don't want to be scolded by her

You make me sound like a tyrant

What should we play?

Still play three words?

Or play the wooden man?

Let’s play the one where someone sits in the middle with a blindfold

And the three of us hit him from around

And see if he can catch anyone

Okay

OK

You go first

Do it?

Fine

Come on

How about we play rock paper scissors, it's fairer

Don’t worry, I’ll do it

What do you mean, rock paper scissors or what?

Then you come

I'll do it

OK

So

Are we paying a homage to that performance art?

I close my eyes

You can do anything to me

What kind of performance art?

Exactly, that one

I don't know

Whatever, forget it

Sit sit sit

That was close

Got you

I was forced

Damn !

He sold you out

I was forced to

I want to slay you all

What was your original script like?

Gerry is going to kill us all

Okay, kill you all

Hmm

Betrayal

Close your eyes

What are you doing

Amon

I'm catching Gerry

Let him go

Gerry seems a bit crazy

Let him go

Or he might bite someone later

Didn't he want to kill us

What's biting compared to that

I slew you all

Gerry I made up with you

Fuck, shut up, fuck

I said I made up with you

Thank you

Do you think it's important

I don't feel anything for this

At this age

How could I have a friend like thee?

Hahaha

Ha

Aa

Ah

Ah ha ah ha ah ha ah

You will regret it

Ah

So

Everything must be resolved today

I'm going to die

Is it?

Everyone may not know what happened to us

They may need to watch the movie to know

What we are doing

Hmph

All fucking not dead

You are too much

Sigh

The scar must be opened to heal

Thou knowest, thou canst not always cover it

Oh no

OK OK OK

Reveal it now

Art thou right?

Well, well, behold

This is not the main thing

Let's continue

Close your eyes

Alas, who art thou?

Ah, did I catch thee?

Ricky Ricky, you should go down now

Just leave, no, no need for you to be here

Go down

Alack, our chief director hath spoken

Thus speaks the real director !

Our chief director hath spoken

He is the real director

And then

And then

The real director

He is the director of the movie

And then this is the director character in the play

And then this is some unknown director

We have four directors on the scene now

Acting, terrible acting, can't stand it any more

Really

Can’t act anymore

Just go down and be an audience

Alright

Why I won't get off

Let the three of them move on, for real

Ricky, you go down, go down

What if I don't get off

Act, your acting is too shitty

Shitty acting, not what I need

I know I acted too badly

But you made me act this play to come here

OK OK OK

I will kill you all

Kill me

If you have the guts kill me

Ah ah

Do not so

Truly, do not so

Next scene

Next scene

What was it?

Yes

Yes

Yes

Yes

Yes

You speak first

Then it's me

Then it's her

No smoking here

I know, I don’t want to have anything to do with you anymore

Art thou better?

Aye

Just

The last scene is

Whale fall

Ah

Yes

And then

Then the director comes down

Then we skipped a lot

We skipped much

No

There is more, there is more

And

There is one more scene, methinks

Which scene

Idol drama

OK

Skip

Wilt thou skip the idol drama?

Hmm

Art thou sure?

Then skip the idol drama?

OK

Not here

Not acting here

Not here perform

Yes

Where wilt thou perform?

Acted before

No need to act

OK

Then now the final scene?

Hmm

Well, what is the arrangement of the final scene?

We

Sit in

The original place

And then

He speaks first

Or you speak first

He speaks first

He speaks first

Then it's I speak again

Thou speakest next

Then he speaks again

I speak again

Thou speakest again

He speaks again

I speak again, thou speakest

Come

I never knew which day

Cut off

Feeling

Love

Hate

Hate and suffer

Happy

Just

Just like cutting the cornea surgery

Cut it off and then it's gone

Can't feel anything

Yes

Yes

Yes

Then Amon speaks

Amon, what are you thinking now?

Thought naught

Aye

Aye

Verily

Made thee speak so much

Aye

Speaking these

Mayhap they all mean

Hearing thee speak these words

There must be a place not fully revealed

Damn it

Yes, it should, it should be exposed

Expose her

Is it beneficial for me?

Helpful to thee

Does it help me?

It is helpful to thee

But I know thou canst not accept

He has a kind of, a kind of reality

Aye, and there is also a pressure

Pray speak on

I am listening

I am now

Blank in my mind

Thou missed

Thou left out many words

It should be

The former aye

It should be revealed

It revealed should be helpful to us

But I know not how to reveal it

Aye, yes

Then the third time we kneel face to face

I started to help him

Felt naught

I had to do it myself

We toiled for a good while

The sweat on our backs ran down to our buttocks

Yet we achieved naught

Oh right

It is thus

I know these words are hard for all to utter

But I, just so, accepted them without a clue

Dost thou know?

Ah yes yes yes

This is freaking ridiculous to me

This is freaking ridiculous to me, this kind of talk is really freaking disgusting

You know?

It's freaking nauseating

Fuck your mother

Indeed

So he ate and ate and ate it all

Hmph

Just swallowed it

Pray continue

And then he ate

He ate it all

He did not resist nor dare to refute

He could not refute

Hmph

Pray continue

I

Don't want to say

Souls boil in lonely cities

The tight stone

Knocking the hard ground

What do you think of Xu Jinjiang?

I think he is fine

He is quite good

I think he's too numb

He's numb like a stone tablet

Why didn't he feel it?

I wrote this play for him

Do you know why I chose you as an actor?

I know not

Because I'm crazy

Ha ha, thou art mad

What dost you?

What wilt you?

What dost thou?

Art you not blank in thy mind?

Hmm, dost you need me to speak for thee?

Dost you want me to speak for thee?

Speak

My only successful shot

Was when I woke up alone one night

Holding his hand while doing it

Just the body in this place

But I can't control it

Fuck his mother

The body in this place

I can't control it

My brain is blank now

Consciousness has ejected the magazine

It's okay

I can do it by myself

You go first

I can handle it myself

Let go of me

Do you think this is amusing?

Do you think this is amusing?

Ah

Do you think this is amusing?

Amusing

Very amusing

How is it amusing?

Very secure

Do you know?

Because nothing and no one can see you

Right

Because you are not being gazed at

Yeah because you are scared

You are a coward

Yes

No way out

We can go

You keep talking

So this is all over?

Yeah

Everyone will never see us again

Everyone will be baffled

Right

So this is what you want

So this is what you want?

Right

No one can see you

Right

Uh

Thank you all

For watching our performance

Our performance is over

And then

Thank you three

Oh no, four

Oh, five

Five actors for their splendid performance

Believe him believe him

Believe in science okay?

And then, have fun everyone

I'll wait for you on the moon

You can't, he's lying to you

You don't know what that thing means to me

What it signifies

He's lying to you

Who pissed on the floor in the toilet?

I've been waiting for that opportunity for five years

He's lying to you

Who pissed on the toilet floor?

I went in with bare foot

The film's lying to you

Toilet?

You only need to cross that door

The king took his agile legs

And ran towards the door

Our king crossed a door

What the hell is going on with this film? Who pissed on me?

I have a few words

To express to the stars of dawn

I just don't care about anything