一场亲密戏如何拍出来？｜How Is an Intimate Scene Filmed? — Shoot Self with You

He was young. After so many years of being innocent...

some people stay innocent, even into old age—like his grandfather.

I'll become brave, too.

I'm becoming brave. Being brave isn't everyone's task.

But it does seem necessary.

Whatever you like.

I'm a fish, blowing bubbles. A whale's dream?

[unclear] that film.

This is good.

Great shot.

[unclear] Great! I got all of that. I can’t... ...talk.

I want to join in.

You love laughing. I catch myself laughing for no reason.

[unclear]

Is it Burger King? Yes.

No.

Because Burger King is their [unclear].

I want a drink. I want ice. There’s ice in the fridge.

has ice. Xiaorui, I'll get it. Thanks.

It looks beautiful. You put it all there on purpose? Yes.

But it still looks kind of cheap. Not cheap? I think...

That blue light looks cheap. No, it’s lovely. With the filter...

...the colors are distorted.

It looks even better to the naked eye.

One shot looks so good. Nice. Beautiful.

Nice. It’s all diluted now.

Dilution has its own beauty.

And its own flavor.

You hardly drink, but you have lots here. Just a little. Gifts, or...

did you buy it? Not much.

Not much? This watered-down liquor tastes awful.

Whiskey. Oh, it’s watered down. Yes.

The ice has already melted.

Thank you.

Young people, young people—one cup... of liquor.

The internet ruined your generation. Remember that. Get ice and pour a drink.

Lie on your lap. Okay.

I haven’t brought the drink, and you’re ready.

Drink—I'm telling you, servant.

And there’s a camera operator.

Wait, I'll turn this light around.

Wow.

Fantastic.

Fuck, I love it.

Like a pervert.

Didn't I tell you? I'm a pervert. I said it long ago.

I realized very early that I'm a pervert.

You’re hurting me.

Won’t it spill? Fuck, beautiful. How do I give you a drink?

With your mouth. Ah—wait, it's so beautiful.

Fuck. Damn, come drink.

I'm dead now. I'm dying of thirst.

Don't rush.

Don’t drink too much. I think it’s quite strong.

How much beer is that equivalent to? It's fine.

Let it suck.

So I’m slowly coming back to life.

I'm here, I'm here.

More to drink? No. I'll drink some more.

[unclear]

Really perverse, really beautiful. I'm really a—fuck, so beautiful.

You look like a tropical beauty. I’m an Asian beauty.

Wow. Then I came ashore. I was washed up—

or I'm a whale. I'm a whale. I ran aground. I need water.

I need to be lifted up.

A prince saves the beauty.

Isn’t that clichéd? I don’t know. I think...

It seems a little cliché to me.

Something less clichéd.

What we did just now wasn’t clichéd. Just now...

Just now, just now—it wasn't cliché. But maybe if he bends down...

...to carry me, it may look awkward. Use a close-up. You’ve thought of everything!

An actor who thinks like a director. I’ve met...

...actors like that.

I'm that kind of person.

I realized I shouldn’t do that.

Even as an actor, I can't help worrying about so much.

You have to trust your collaborators. Like, for example, this light.

The blue light, for example. Why does it taste like water? The ice...

into too much water.

No need to drill, right? Now it's really cliché.

Really cliché.

You start drilling right away. I'm drilling.

But if you want it less cliché, film the feet.

That's even more cliché. No, filming feet is...

Don’t worry about it. I’ll stop. Okay, great.

Then be careful—be a little careful.

We should hold an ice cube in our mouths. But I forget where I saw that.

Got an idea? Two people holding ice together.

No, no. Don't, don't. You don't need to think about the film.

Just do what you want as your characters. Don’t overthink. Give me...

an ice cube. Okay.

Why do you have to think?

This ice cube isn't big enough. Forget it, give it up.

Forget it. Wait—I keep breaking character. Sorry. It’s fine.

Break character whenever. You can come back into it afterward.

Does this look good? I keep thinking... When I lie back down, don’t...

...worry about me. I’m thinking about how we begin and end.

You think. I'll think.

The beginning could be—or your script.

You're destroying me. It starts with me realizing you're destroying me, then...

...I’m destroyed. Then rest in peace: cold until you freeze to death.

Very grim. A negative beginning and a negative ending.

And we act it normally, not like stage drama. I get it. I know.

Anyway, everyday life also has emotion and violence.

Jiarui is fine. He’s always like this, even onstage. I’m the problem.

You make me laugh. Why? Do I look funny? Should I do comedy?

No, you're not like that.

Not comedy. [unclear]

Seeing someone you rather like makes you want to laugh.

I don't want to laugh that often.

I don't think you're destroying me.

Habit. Habit of what?

Hurting others.

Because I write when I'm in a bad mood.

Thank you. It's quite good.

Maybe we don't hurt each other. There is warmth.

A kind of helpless love.

I’m putting it on. Okay.

My saliva.

Okay.

Thank you, everyone.

You’ve ruined me.

You can't see me at all.

I don't know what to do.

I dreamed...

when I was little...

of...

a house...

being set on fire.

Where is Mom?

Mom isn't here.

I saw...

you at the window.

I wanted to...

save you.

But I was afraid.

It hurts.

It hurts so much.

There was nothing left.

I wanted to save you.

I was afraid.

I couldn't get out. I couldn't get out.

I saw a place on the street that was lit up.

I ran over and begged for help.

He grabbed [unclear].

Look.

I didn't mean to. I thought...

I thought...

I thought that could save you. I didn't know you were inside.

I didn’t know.

After that person ran off...

another person came over.

He wore brown leather shoes.

Brown leather shoes.

Further up, a black leather... ...belt.

He pulled out his belt.

He grabbed me and [unclear]... me.

I couldn't breathe.

I wanted to call for help.

I actually scratched his face.

Gouged at his eyes.

I gouged out his eyes and ate them.

Interesting.

He was still alive. His eyes...

were empty, like a black frame.

But he was still alive.

[unclear]

I ran.

But I saw another pair of eyes watching.

Couldn't see.

It was him.

It was him.

Our good friend.

Do you know who he is?

He was happy too.

What does any of this matter?

What does it matter?

There is no way.

Back home, I lay down.

[unclear]

I was shaking all over.

I didn't know if I was awake or asleep.

I looked up. Guess what I... saw.

Saw what?

There was a cat.

A cat.

The cat was on something pink.

[unclear]

Dancing.

I got up.

Then I got up again. You got... ...up.

No.

This looks like a...

Like a fish tank.

You're in there...

swimming.

I can't swim.

I can't swim.

So he...

Don't fall in.

[unclear]

I don't know what I want to do. Thanks for helping me. Thank... you.

Thank you. [unclear]

This is just to repay you.

What are you thanking me for?

What are you thanking me for?

You saw him.

She has no eyes. No eyes. Her eye sockets are empty, like a...

Like a...

Don’t think.

Don’t think.

Take it off. Take it off.

Why won't it come off?

I mean...

He was in the water.

He was in the water, like this.

He swallowed so much water. His belly was swollen.

He made me feel afraid.

Then he stared at us, eyes wide.

You're right here.

[unclear] Pretty?

Pretty?

Okay.

What kind of [unclear] is this?

Why?

Think about me.

This is enough. This is enough.

Why? Why?

Don't you want more?

Yes. You were drunk that day. It wasn't like this.

We were...

on the boat. Dad was there too, but later he wasn't.

It was him.

It was him. He kept watching. Why didn't he come over? I hate him...

I hate him. Do you understand? I hate him.

They all deserve to die.

I'm not the one you need.

But I only have you.

Why bring this up now?

If you want to go, go. Whenever you want.

[unclear]

[unclear]

No. Don't go.

Can we just stay like this?

I don't want this.

I can see it in your eyes. You don't want this at all. No.

How can I trust you?

I can't trust anyone. How can you make me trust you?

I can move farther away.

Farther away.

Breathe.

Do you understand?

When the cup is empty, throw it away. I have nothing... ...more to give.

It's no use. No use. Go. Please, go. No...

Don't do this. Please.

Go.

Go.

Luckily, I still had a cat.

But one day, it suddenly went missing.

I didn't know where it had gone.

What did you do?

What did you do?

I opened the door.

Opened the window.

It jumped onto...

the TV.

That very thin TV. Remember?

Then it went over...

and jumped onto the window.

Why did you do that to it?

Why did you do that to it? Why...

did you do that to it? Why did you do that to... it?

You said you hated [unclear].

I want to...

burn it.

I don't want to die yet.

You made me do it. I don’t want to die yet. Do you understand?

I didn’t know you were inside. You killed [unclear] the same way?

Did you lie to him? You're so vile. You lied to him.

I won't die.

Mom, she...

opened her wardrobe.

In the wardrobe...

underwear...

[unclear]

high heels.

I put on the high heels and...

danced around the room.

Like walking on stilts.

You hid.

Never... He never wore those at my place. You know?

It's no use.

What's the use?

[unclear] Forget it.

Like a [unclear].

You swim in there. I swim in there. I'm in...

there... [unclear].

You know you’re swimming in there. You know I’m in there, so you let it...

out!

You knew I was in there, so you let the water out! Let it out! Wake up!

Wake up! But you look like you're flying.

I... Quick! Quick!

Quick! Quick!

I can't swim. I can't...

swim. Hurry!

Let me go down.

I've changed my mind.

I don't care if I go to hell.

Let it all disappear. Disappear.

We can stay like this. We can stay like this.

Or what else do you want? Tell me. I'll give it to you.

Why isn’t there a perfect man? I could give him...

everything. I could, once...

I could give it to him again and again.

I could cut a piece of myself off.

I could give it to him.

What do you want?

Tell me.

I'll give it to you.

I can't.

What do you want that can't be done?

Or do you just not want it?

I can't.

"I can't" is a thought.

I'm afraid. What are you afraid of?

I’m not afraid anymore.

Like a...

Like a bathtub. Then why can't you let the water out?

I'm swimming in there too.

Too...

Too... too light.

You’re wearing red.

The house caught fire.

Let it burn, then.

I saw you at the window.

Then you called to me for help. [unclear]

To go up and save you. It's okay.

But I didn't dare. I know. It's okay.

I know.

I know.

It's okay.

I've done a lot of wrong things too.

I realized...

Even at the very end, they won't forgive... they...

won't...

forgive me.

They come over, one after another.

One after another, they come over and press down on me.

Pressing down on me.

I can't take it. I really can't take it. I really can't take... it.

I really, really can't take it.

I think... I think I can only go...

Can only let me...

Mom is waiting for me.

Mom is waiting for me.

Mom is in pain.

Mom is in pain.

Why suddenly [unclear]?

So cold.

So cold. So cold.

So cold.

Give me a blanket. A blanket. So cold.

So cold. So cold.

You know...

You know...

You know, people who freeze to death...

take all their clothes off before they die?

They feel hot.

They feel so hot.

They feel too hot.

So they take all their clothes off.

I can do it.

How long did we shoot?

Forty or fifty minutes. Fucking ages. Feels like a hair in my mouth.

Why stop? We didn't go on. It's over. [unclear] It's... over.

That’s about it.

I thought you’d walk out.

You didn't go.

I jumped. I jumped.

Stage exit... “bed exit.” Yes, “bed exit.”

"Bed exit." [unclear] Your shirt... Those two buttons.

Good, good, good, good.